03-12-09

I really don't know what to say, i hope i know what is she thinking, she said she'll call me up today, so i waited, and i don't wanna make the 1st call to her so that she won't feel that i am the nuisance one. But ended up, not even a single sms from her. I am really sad and disappointed by everything that is happening and the way she is treating me. If she really care, if i really stands a place in her heart, i am sure she will at least drop me a sms right?

Thats why i say if i can read her mind, that will be good. She told me she too hope that she can get back the feelings that is needed for us to be together, but if she really do hope so, means she still has that little feelings for me, but why can't i feel it? She seems like she just couldn't be bothered with me... Or is it that her heart alr has someone else in place? I'm really confused and emotional. If her true feelings is not for us to be together, i would rather she tell me so, and i won't waste her time bugging her. I would make me feels so thick skinned.

What exactly is happening here. I hope i could get some enlightenment.

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