I don't know what am i doing.. i think my herat is still with stephanie. god is like playing with me, 2days after me and stephanie stop contacting, i met another stephanie from supperclub. and i was like, OMG!!!
I lost my job again, and i don't know what to say. i think its because i still hasn't has the mood of working at the moment. the 1st day i went to work, i was feeling emo, thats why everything they told me is like not going in, but relatively, i still didn't wanna do much. i did tried, but i din wanna try hard enough. who cares anyway right?
ppl may think i am quite happy daily now, but actually, i still do know that i miss her, and everyday, i have been hoping to sms her, but thinking that she won't reply, just stops me from doing so. so i thgt not to sms her so that i will feel its me as a girl won't initiate to msg a guy in such situation.
mood: moody everyday when i am alone, happy infront of everyone else.
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